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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

i really dunno

SOMETIMES I REALLY WONDER AM I HAPPY WITH WAT I HAVE NOW??
OR SHOULD I SAY ARE THE THING TT I HAVE REALLY WAT I WAN???
I MEAN...
Y AM I FEELING SO NT LIKE ME??
LIKE... TIS IS NT THE WAY I WANTED TO LIVE..
IT SOUND COMPLICATING...
BUT THE TRUTH IS I DUNNO WAT I WAN???
I DUNNO WAT IS MY GOAL???
WILL I EVER REGRET WHEN I STEP INTO THE COFFIN, THINKING I HAVE NT DONE SUMTHING I TRUELY WANNA DO IN MY LIFE???
HU AM I BTW???
WAT AM I GD AT??
DO WAT I CALL DREAMS REALLY MY DREAMS???

WHEN I SMILE, IT DOESNT MEAN IM HAPPY
WHEN I DUN SMILE, IT DOESNT MEAN IM SAD
WHEN I DIDNT ASK, IT DOESNT MEAN I DUN CARE
WHEN I SAY I DUN WAN SUMTHING, IT DOESNT MEAN I REALLY DUN WAN
WHEN I ACT AS AN IDIOT N LAUGH LIKE MAD, IT DOESNT MEAN I LIKE TO BE TT WAY
WHEN I KEEP QUIET, IT DOESNT MEAN I DUN WAN TO TOK, IM JUZ WAITING 4 SUM1 TO START TOKING
WHEN IM SAD, IT DOESNT MEAN I NEED TO CRY
WHEN IM NT CRYING, IT DOESNT MEAN MY HEART IS NT BLEEDING
WHEN I SAY TO U IM HAPPY, IM NT
WHEN I SAY I DUN WAN ANY1 TO CARE ABT ME, I WAN SUM1 TO CARE

NO 1 UNDERSTAND ME
NO 1 CARES
DOES ANY1???
DUN TELL ME U CARE...
HU AM U I?? I DUN DESERVE ANYTHING...

[4:14 AM]に書いた。。。

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