
Saturday, December 01, 2007

wat am i doing?
suddenly realised tt i seems to be nt living.... i didnt mean im dead or wat, but juz didnt seems to live the life i wan... the fact tt i dunno wat i wan...
it seems like in the past 17 plus yrs i haf been wasting my life... wat do i really wan? y am i studying so hard for? y am rushing for so many things tt i totally miss all the fun i could haf... izzit my dream to do uni den get a job earning lots n lots of $$? but wat is the pt? wat if i really get into uni? wat if i really can find a gd job? wat if i haf lots of $$? but so wat? wat is really great abt tt? in the 1st place, y do i care so much abt $$? y do i wan so much $$ for? so wat if i can use $$ to buy lots of stuff? but so wat????
to prove to my parents im capable??? to prove tt im mature enough to do things independently?? but am i???
wat do i wan?????
hmmmmm........
*thinking*
haizz... no mood to do things i nid to do again.... so blog again...
juz now open a pack of snacks which was nt open for a long time.. den guess wat???发霉了。。。
diao~~~

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