Saturday, April 26, 2008
early in the morning wake up, mood sux.... mayb bcoz bad dream even though i 4gt wat i dreamt abt...
ytd half the time my soul seems to fly away... half the time juz stand in a corner n stare...
didnt pay attention to lesson the whole day...
juz realise fri seems to be the worst day of the week...
ytd hy n i (both sore throat) bought chocolate to eat... wondering wat will happen we eat all the chocolate at 1 time... will we lose our voice?? it will be sth gd to experiment....
2 n half hrs break... others go for gems... n me??? no gems...
if im the me b4, will probably go lib n revise bah... but really no mood to open my notes to study.... so went clubhse water the cactus n poke holes on the wrapping of the cactus to let them breathe...
2hrs only manage to water 1 box.... >
still gt 4 boxes of cactus havent water n breathe yet... >
dunno whether they can survive until mon ma???
hate being alone....
while watering the cactus, reflect abt alot of things... came out wif a crappy cactus-human theory... really quite crappy...
since im juz a crappy person, tts y brain always full of crap...
went back lesson....
a bit back to my usual lame mood...
but after a while, my soul still fly away...
after lesson wanted to help decorate the booth for the cca drive thingy... but i didnt really of much use there.... didnt manage to help much...
den help carry the toner frm the clubhse.... finally clubhse 从见光明...
but again, i didnt really of much use.... throw the toner down the stair coz liddat is faster... den all the color powder cum out...
hate to see ppl around me feeling depress, angry, or stress...
mayb depression can spread bah...
feel so crappy now....
really miss the holiday back den... when i really enjoy myself... sch really sux... everything sux.... dun really wanna go sch... dun wanna stay at home... dun wanna go anywhr.... nt in the mood to study.... nt in the mood to do anything.... wat is wrong wif me??? y my mood so sux now??? my stupid endocrine system?? produce too much hormone?? homeostasis imbalance???
NOTE: tis post is juz full of crap....
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