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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

i really hate myself....
wat haf i bcum???
today i actually haf the tot to pon lesson.... although in the end, i didnt pon, but i didnt really listen to class... i practically staring in the space....
really hate myself.... wat happen to the me i used to be???
parents paying sch fees for me, yet i dunwanna study.... tot tt i pick up the mood to study le, but in the end still dun feel like listening to lesson....

ok, lets tok abt today....
went to sch at 8am, but 4gt tt lesson was changed to 8.30am...
trehalose lesson, nt really paying attention....
after lesson, went find sharilyn to take the graph she help me printed... thx...
today really beri 难得, i haf a proper lunch....
den went for lesson again... but really feel like ponning...
after lesson, went to cca drive.... juz step into the cca drive there saw 怪叔叔 n jessica rushing off for lesson, but i tink they didnt c me... den saw dacai eating icecream... den i oso went to take icecream... drank coke zero... ok, i really dun like to drink drinks wif lots of gas....
den went for practical... but late....
stone almost all the way during practical....
today doing experiment wif saliva using tis to take saliva>

i even "borrow" one home.... haha...

examine justina de saliva...
while jusina is taking her saliva, hy n i really beri wuliao.... coz the burette is dripping HCl, so we were toking to the burette: "呼。。。吸。。。呼。。。吸。。。... jia you... push...." >

n finally the "baby" HCl droplet came out.... >

while justina is still taking her saliva, we measure the pH of another "baby" HCl droplet cuming out.... >

hahahha.....

after all the lame lame thing, i continue to stone again....

reallly no mood to do practical.... dunno y....

oh ya... den we measure the absorbance of the saliva.... the curvettes... beri nice rite?? >

den after lesson went cca drive again to take back my pen....

den continue to lame n crap...

den sharilyn, victor, dacai, huiru dunno y, suddenly play wat pepsi cola 123, den meihoon n i were like: y pepsi cola 123??? y nt coka cola 123??? hahha....

mayb my "lame <-----> happy" theory is nt always correct...

coz sumtime im laming but im nt happy....

tis few days really crap alot... den brain full of crappy theory....

i shld stop all tis crap... mayb my last life is a crab tts y i so crappy.... since my horoscope is cancer (which is crab), so im crappy bah... but hopefully i wont get cancer coz im a cancer... diao~~~

mayb my "lame <-----> happy" theory is still correct.... coz im crapping, nt laming.... no wonder i dun feel happy....

im really full of crap....

gt happy by little things, yet gt really really sad by little things.....

ok, now im gg to make a promise wif my cute poor tako: "frm now onwards, im nt gg to be sad anymore.... even if im gg to be sad, im nt gg to be sad more than 5min...."

those hu read tis is my witness....

so if u see me getting sad, pls gimme 1 tight slap to wake me up.... thx ^-^

1 thing i luv tako is tt i can really treat tako as my fren... coz when i no mood, gt no 1 to tok to... den sumtime play wif my tako... den mood will be abit better.... haha

im crapping again.... -_-

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