
Thursday, May 01, 2008

haf weird dreams again....
but today i actually rmb wat i dreamt abt....
dream abt i gt dengue fever.... mayb bcoz ytd saw a notice downstair saying my blk gt 2 person kena dengue.... den dream abt dunno wat thing den feel really happy....
den when i wake up, suddenly feel beri sad.... y cant i juz continue sleeping in my dreams n nv wake up???
wake up le, den go toilet brush teeth, wash face etc, den heard my parents toking....
i noe it is nt gd to eavesdrop, but nt tt i wan, is accidentally hear they toking de....
if i hear correctly, heard my father say i keep gg out tis days.... i tink my father really gif up of me le bah.... coz most of the thing he say, i juz ignore.... wat makes me really touched is wat mummy say after tt.... she say sth like "不要一直这样管她,她已经算乖了...." :-)
i didnt expect mummy to use the word "乖" on me.... coz im always so rebellious.... keep toking back to my parents, arguing wif them.... losing temper.... im the worst child ever..... but my mummy actually tink im 乖... it feels so encouraging.... mayb home is really the best place for me... i really luv my mummy.... everytime there is prob, she will always try so hard to help me... always care for me so much..... but yet i seems to always disappoint her.... im really really nt an unfillial child.... y am i even deserve to haf such a nice mummy??? mayb my father gif up on me, but at least i noe my mummy havent.... sumtime really small little things liddat tt makes me feel happy.....
shld i go buy takoyaki today??

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