♥ 強いの自分

Saturday, July 19, 2008

i really tink there is prob wif my ATP formation...

today went for running session again.... n no energy to run after only less than 200m....
told myself i nid to breathe so tt there is aerobic glycolysis, den gt more energy to run... but in the end, i tink my body use anaerobic glycolysis.... tt y there is accumulation of lactate tt result in leg muscle cramp.... i tink tmr i cant walk properly le....
n y my body so stupid uses anaerobic glycolysis instead of aerobic glycolysis?? all bcoz of my stupid lungs nt able to take in enough oxygen....
gd lah... no wonder my head always so pain after running... coz nt enough oxygen for my brain...
is there a way to improve the rate of gas exchange in my stupid introns lungs??

today running session gt more ppl... frm 3 ppl last wk to 4 ppl tis wk.... shaoran-kun, dandan, marcus n me....

again, after running, watch anime in clubhse... watch clannad n shugo chara... suu n eru so cute... yoru oso cute lah... but suu n eru r cuter... haha...

den after tt went to fc4 watch marcus n dandan eat...

after tt everyone decide to go home... was still tinking whether to go bugis eat takoyaki or nt... im weird... shld be tired after running, but sumhow still gt quite a lot of energy... so in the end ask shaoran-kun out when he alrdy reach home to go bugis eat takoyaki.... really thx alot for accompanying me.... ^-^

den after tt finally went home.... stupid bus is really stupid.... tot tt the bus will stop at the busstop so i nv press the "bus stopping" bell, but it didnt stop... den press the bell but too late.... sian lor... took 1 big round den reach my hse....

tis wk turn out to be better than i expected.... finally gt back to the lame n crappy me again quite a long time of nt-so-happy me...

wed:
morning: lessons lesson lessons.... sian sian sian....
den went to see the cute bacteria grown on mon... btw wat is the bacteria ar?? 4gt wat bacteria izzit... mayb bcoz drink too much soy bean le...
bacteria under UV >

den went gems... tot tt will be beri sian coz tis wed shaoran-kun nt gg gems... but thx to fiona for crashing my gems, so gt sumone to accompany me... haha

after tt went clubhse awhile... den decide to go home...

while walking toward mrt statn, saw shaoran-kun... haha.... so went clubhse again...
last min find ppl for poly50...
n our team is angel >

thurs:
early in the morning pathology... haha....
tis time ben yang taught infant/childhood disease... saw lots of pic of fetus n neonates wif disease.... wat i can say is all of us r lucky... see how well we r brought into tis world normally... compare tis to those baby hu dun haf a chance to live n see tis world...
there r baby hu r unlucky born wif disease n later die...
there r baby wif stupid parents hu abort them... really dunno wat those ppl hu abort their baby r tinking... the baby is crushed n taken out by the doctor wif limbs all broken... juz imagine tt u r being crushed till all ur limbs r broken.. die oso cannot die wif a whole body...

there is alot of time i wonder y am i being brought to tis world for?? tis world is nt a beri nice place... but juz tink: i haf a chance to live... but there r baby hu dun even haf a chance to live... we can choose whether to live or die... but to those baby hu born wif disease or r being aborted, they dun....

den ben yang show us a video of the growing stage of fetus... frm the time the egg mt the sperm till the time of labour... the fetus is so cute... juz imagine one cell can divide n form a fetus n then a baby tt is being delivered out... organs, limbs, fingers slowly form... life is so 奇妙...

den the video oso show the process of labour.... the doctor pull the head of the baby so tt the baby can cum out... luckily im cut open n take out frm my mummy womb, so i head is nt being pulled by the doctor... haha...
after watching how the baby is taken out, i 100% confirm i nt gg to haf children next time le... so painful lah (i mean the mother hu gif birth to the baby)... the baby may nt be big, but is nt small either... juz imagine the baby cuming out frm the vagina... like beri beri beri pain....

den after completing infant/childhood disease, ben yang continue the next chapter: bld vessel (my brain is nt beri big, cant absorb so many thing).... den ben yang gd lor... curse us again... say half our class will die of heart disease, 3 rows will die of cancer, 2 to 3 will die of old age, den sum will die of accident...
waaa.... tis is nt the 1st time he curse us le.... y everytime attend his lesson nid to be curse by him de??

den after pathology, den gembio, drn end of lesson...yeah...

dunno is hy started 1st or i started 1st, suddenly say wanna go bugis eat takoyaki... fiona gt library stuff, justina gg home to eat.... den shaun, liming, junxian, nicholas went wif us to bugis... but they sort of gt "cheated" by us... they tot we go bugis eat lunch, but in the end hy n i only go there buy takoyaki.... so as we r nice ppl, we went wif them to hawker centre (but dun look like hawker centre... dun look like coffee shop either) see them eat... go there nv eat like nt beri nice, we order soy bean to drink.... waaa.... the soy bean cheat my feeling... nt sweet de.. sum more $1.30... nutrisoy only $1.10, plus is sweet n is a healthier choice...

fri:
morning: lesson lesson lesson....
den 3 n half hrs break...
went clubhse to do assignment for gems...
难得 fri tis time gt so many ppl in clubhse: gt victor, fiona, sharilyn n shaoran-kun....

den after tt 3pm went mt hy at fc5 which is downstair....
i tink i really crazy of nutisoy... saw sumone take a dark blue colour paper den tot is nutrisoy... but nutrisoy like really popular... saw lots of nutrisoy around....

but tis wk i beri guai... only drink nutrisoy once.... went to buy promegranate juice instead.... 7-11 really cheat money de... buy the promegranate juice ($1.05).. gif the 7-11 person $2... so the person shld return me $0.95...
but the stupid 7-11 person say no change n say: "can i gif u 90 cents?"
den i dunno y so stupid say ok... i shld haf say: "den y dun u gif me $1 instead?"

den went for pathology tutorial c ben yang... b4 the tutorial i beri scare... coz the tutorial gt marks (i tink)... so prepare the best i can... tot tt ben yang will ask lots of qn i dunno... but turn out quite alright....

den after lesson went clubhse to do spring cleaning (shld we autumn cleaning mah... but is nt spring)... was really fun...
spenv clubhse really gt lots of things.... u wan food we haf food n the thing to cook food (wat tt thing call ar?? stove?)... u wan clothes we gt clothes... u wan stationary we gt tonnes of pens, pencils, markers, scissor, etc... gt lots of stuff... even gt centrifudge tubes!!! n gt bubbles....
so there we r started to play bubbles... *blow blow blow*
even blow the bubbles onto the cactus... so cute lor >

i tink other clubs may tink we r crazy... blowing bubbles at clubhse...

den push sum stuff to warehse....
was fun being push on the trolley, but i prefer pushing the trolley... haha...
den so diao~~ lor... new warehse de the door spoil....

was really hungry... but thx to clubhse de m&m, i had my dinner.... spenv clubhse really gt lots n lots of stuff...

oh ya... congratz to shaoran-kun, u finally can go japan le... haha...

lalalala~~~ hopefully i can remain crappy n lame even after i bcum 18...
muz treasure my few days left of being 17....

time to continue watching jigoku shoujo.... ^-^

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