Friday, July 04, 2008
lalalalala~~~
really dunno wat happen to my stomach, keep getting hungry....
although always haf been finding food to eat, but is nt to fill up my stomach, more like eating coz food is nice to eat... but getting quite hungry lately...
last time will skip quite a few lunch in sch in 1 wk... coz at home no choice muz eat.... so can only take the opportunity to skip lunch in sch... but tis wk i only skip lunch today.... rest of the days i actually eat... ate twice in mac tis wk.... den wed tt time ate hotcakes.... last time usually will gt milo for drink, but now cant drink milo, so order coffee.... add 6 packets of sugar but coffee still bitter... wanna add more sugar but dunhaf sugar le...
n toking abt mac, sch de mac de service is really.......... haf lots n lots n lots n lots of room for improvement.... mac is fastfood, but sch de mac is really "fast"...
juz haf dinner but i hungry again.... at tis rate, im synthesising lots of fats....
n toking abt fats, remind me of metbio.... fatty acids synthesis, beta-oxidation, etc... is all tt a reminder for me to lose weight??
n pathology... really beri fun... tis time learning abt cancer... in order for a person to gt cancer, 3 to 7 of the oncogenes n tumor repressor genes muz be mutated... so if u r lucky, u only gt cancer when 7 of the genes r mutated, but if u r really suay, wif 3 of the genes mutated is enough to gt cancer.... n the truth is, whr ever we r, our genes r prone to be mutated.... but of coz, our body is smart enough to haf DNA repair mechanism to repair the mutated genes... but if suay enough, the repair gene is mutated, den the mutated gene cannot be repair... so our genes will continue to gt mutated until we gt cancer... but the 3 to 7 mutated genes tt cause cancer is nt any other gene, is only oncogenes n tumor repressor genes... so as we live longer, the more prone we r gg to gt cancer.... n environment plays a role too.... so tt means i gt higher chance of getting cancer since im studying biomedical sci....
through our life, our genes r constantly being mutated...
the longer we live, the more genes is being mutated...
the longer we live, the more problems we haf....
so rite now, while im typing tis, mayb 1 or 2 of my genes r really mutated... so mayb juz wait for sumtime i may gt cancer.... *touch wood* dunwanna die of cancer... if wanna die, mayb die of CO poisoning since wont feel the pain... or mayb die while im asleep.... but if die while im asleep, n if there is really jigoku, den it will seems stupid coz i dunno y im dead.... den if another ghost ask me y im dead, den i dunno how to ans since i dunno im dead while im sleeping....
oh ya... collect toner on wed, n realised how nt fit im... next day after toner collection my arms super pain... mayb muscle atrophy... old le... everything starts to regenerate... wats worse?? muscle is permanent cell so cannot regenerate...
realised i haf been taking train the opposite direction home tis whole wk.... coz dunwanna take train alone, so take the opposite direction, den can crap lots of stuff while inside train.... dunno y, seems to bcum beri high when i start crapping... or izzit bcoz im high tt's y i crap.... actually crapping is a gd thing... dun like to tok abt serious stuff coz hate the serious type of mood... n plus im nt the serious kind of person... so prefer to be lame n keep crapping...
sianz... my mood really like tis graph >
swing up swing down de.... dunno wats wrong wif my hypothalamus... even i cant predict my mood tis days.... n toking abt hypothalamus, im hungry again....
had been tinking for quite sum time: wat is the purpose of living?? still trying to find the ans....
im introns...
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