
Wednesday, August 20, 2008

tis few days studying/slacking at home...
wake up, eat, study, eat again, back to study....
study study n study.....
tink abt lots of stuff....
meaningless....
wasting time....
wasting life....
juz tink abt it, each day tt we waste, we r one more day nearer to the day we die...
used to tink it is nt a bad thing...
but when we die n tink back abt our life, wat haf we done??
i dunno wat im complaining abt....
when im busy, keep complaining so many things to do,
n now, lots of time to revise, but life seems so meaningless...
hu am i??
y am i in tis world??
no goal, no dream,
juz living for the sake of living,
studying for the sake of studying,
doing things for the sake of doing things...
hate myself...
hate every single bit of myself...
hate the fake me hu smile, laugh n do stupid things....
hate the real me deep down hu always so persimistic....
hate everything....
hate the world im living in...

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